Monday, June 21, 2010

Worst Week EVER!


I had one of the worst weeks ever.

One of my best friends in the world dumped me over a dude. Her dude. He botched a kitchen reno at my house and when I let him know the significant mistakes she dumped me saying I wasn't nice to her fiance.

Then one of my close family members lost a baby, five and half months into her pregnancy.

The stress of this week caused me to over analyze my boyfriend situation and I felt incorrectly he was going to dump me. We're back on track, not that it had really left it, but I guess I'm mentally back on track.

Before in stress situations I would over eat, now I can barely summon appetite to eat anything. One meal a day is doing me and that meal is very small. I have to force myself to eat - which I wish I felt worse about - but frankly because its so unusual for me I'm kind of enjoying it.

This shot reveals the fact I haven't become too skinny. I have work to do on my thighs and arms, they're too soft and large, but are improving. The bathing suit in this picture doesn't fit my chest anymore, the band on the rib cage is too large. I'm back to a C cup, which is where I'll be quite happy to stay. The picture below shows a skirt I wore in February. I can't believe I was that fat!

I still believe Primal rocks!

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