More Alpha

The alpha ex showed up at my house tonight. The dude who drove me to figure out men. The natural who dumped me by text after I told him I didn't like the jealous feelings I was experiencing as I noticed his female list grow higher on Facebook. Ya...I'm a beta female...shit. I wrote him a very good email telling him how assholey his behaviour was for dumping me the way he did and he called me. He apologized and asked me over. We had fantastic sex. He informed me when it was over that his behaviour was not acceptable and he was dumping me because he obviously wasn't ready for a relationship. Whaaaat! I'd just thought we had make-up sex. So we did it twice more. Sigh... Then we parted. Two days later he asked me to go to Nickleback and said we'd just be friends. We went to the concert and I was relegated to the back seat of his vehicle, his brother took the passenger seat. Ya...I know. I decided to go right back to dating with a vengeance to get over him quickly. Unbenownst to me, he set me up with a friend of his. This friend treated me so poorly on the date I walked out. I then talked to the alpha about it a week later...he didn't confess what he'd done. I found out through my ex-ltr whose new girfriend heard about it at her workplace. Ya...nice.

So.... he's texted randomly over the last few months. We've talked once on the phone. Tonight he shows up at my house. I'm not home. He leaves a note on my door, spells my name wrong and leaves his number.

Do I call it?

I wait...

I wait some more...

I call!! Jeeze.

He doesn't answer.

I don't leave a message.

Gawd Roissy is sooo right about women.

Big Effen Sigh....

The picture was taken the last evening we spent together - Nickleback.