Indifference can be a good thing.

Teeny update from my meeting with alpha-ex last night.

I felt no attraction. When he came walking in the door and we hugged I felt nothing. I admit I felt hurt when he talked about his gf's hotness cuz it implied I wasn't, but I wasn't jealous. I was shameless in talking about our sexual past, nothing reserved about it. In fact he commented that I "wasn't shy". I laughed. Truthfully I wasn't trying to entice him nor was I feeling wistful about it. I felt nothing for him. I was amping up charm and attractiveness more as a game to see if he'd take the hook. He didn't. He wasn't interested either.

I've had a good nights sleep and my temperature hasn't changed towards him, if I never hear from his again it won't matter. I've reached indifference.

Closure - gotta love it!