NO HOPE. MY LIFE IS RUINED WITH DEBT, AND I AM GETTING TO THE END OF MY ROPE

I cannot stop thinking about the massive tag of debt that is on my head.

It haunts me, and really gets me down during the day, and I see no way out for me.

If I could go back in time, I would never have filled out an application for a very low ranked law school.

How I wish to Dear God I never, ever went there, and had pursued another career path. Any Career path.

Now I have massive debt into my old age, and for sure I will be poor by then if I stay in the USA.

It is too late for me.

All I can do is warn people about student loan debt.

It is, or at least has great potential to be a Trap, and I am trapped, and done for.

My Credit is forever ruined. I will never get a decent job and will have to scrape and scrounge until the end of my days, doing whatever I can to survive.

My JD only hampered my job search in the larger, non-legal job market.

There is nothing in the works, Politically speaking, to alleviate the plight of trapped Student Loan Debtors.

And even if something were to be done, we all know how slowly politics can move.

For those not familiar, I now owe three hundred thousand dollars on a Student Loan Debt that started out at 79K in 1997.

My loan now grows at a rate of just under two thousand dollars a month, and it will be over 400K in 5 years, and over 500K in 10 years, and well over 700K in 20 years.

I have already posted the papers and proof of all of this.

Oh Dear God how I wish I never went to a law school.

Oh Dear God help my damned, indebted soul, for I am cursed with debt for most of my adult life.

I know that a lot of Australians read my blog, and I would like to ask how Higher Ed is financed in Australia?

Do many Australian Students, or European students for that matter, end up as debt slaves for wanting to better themselves with a Higher Ed, as they are in the US?

I cannot describe what despair debt brings to the mind and the soul. The numbers are so high that the mind cannot grasp them. Handle them.

I amnot a human being any more. I am three hundred thousand dollars, that belongs to some financial entity, and that is all.

In school, I was not a human being. I was part of Professor's salary, and parts of me went into the bricks and sticks of the immaculate and clean and newly rennovated building.

Sometimes I feel absolutely wild with despair and desperateness, and all I sometimes see is surrealism, and preposterously surreal academics, public figures and politicians that want to perpetuate the stripping away of all consumer bankruptcy protections.

I see the comments from some legal academics in the Law Professors blog, and they are clinical, and detached, and impersonal and uncaring, and are rendered all the more monstrous because of who they come from: Legal Academics that supposedly believe in "Justice", but who obviously do not feel that charity begins at home. They are the gang of evil and greedy villans depicted in the above film clip from the old Gary Cooper and Barbara Stanwyck movie.

Most Law School academics are quasi intellectual and anti- philosophical Social Marxists, and Moral and Cultural Relativists, as well as Godless, Slanderous, Treasonous, and Demonic, and look forward to tearing down the few remnants of the culture of  Western Civilization that remain. To that end, they advocate the turning of education into a Caviat Emptor Commodity transaction. They are Mob-like tax and spend LIBERALS, and want to keep the Student Loan Gravy Train running until it runs off the rails, and the well is dry.

Because Liberals want to enslave people. And that is why the LIBERALS have removed all bankruptcy protections for Student Loans.

And believe me, I listen to Rush Limbaugh and Shawn Hannity, and young students call up their shows from time-to-time and complain about their Socialist, Liberal Professors.

If you disagree with the above, then where is the risk for the Banks? The Liberal Schools?

Where is the caviat emptor for the schools on the other end of the transaction?

I know I try to joke around sometimes, but most of the time, I look at my debt, and my life, and it is really, really, really grim.

Is anybody out there.

Does anybody care?

HELP!

HELP!