Flowers

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I was able to talk with frenchi today.  A conversation I told him I found difficult mostly because I want to be pleasing and not rock the boat.  I was able to tell him what we had felt very casual and more fuck buddy than lovers.  He listened well.  He told me it wasn't casual to him.  I told him I felt disconnected and had patiently waited for an eventual move and felt unsure about what would happen next.   He listened and said he wanted me to know that he's burnt out at work, but he loves me and wants an us.

Later that afternoon, out of the blue he asked me to buy my loved one flowers from him.  I did and delivered them.  I told him that frenchi wanted them to have a bright spot in their home.  My family member said perhaps you could have used the bright spot.  I said believe me this was, and smiled.  He stepped up to the plate and I appreciate it very much.