RE: THOUGHTS ON LIFETIME STUDENT LOAN DEBTOR'S SUICIDE

I figured that I had better move all the stuff from the last Post into a few new Posts, and deal with one issue at a time.


Forgive me for that, but I am still feeling my way with this blog, even if it is six months or so later. 


So, for this New Post, and for tonight, and tomorrow (Sunday) , I will stick with the first topic: Thoughts of Suicide in order to escape the Tag of massive Debtor. It won't take very many words or lines to get it all off my chest.


Remember that these are thoughts merely, and not statements of intention to carry out the idea of killing myself over massive Student Loan Debt. So again, remember and keep all that in mind, and do not get upset. 


If I wax religious at times, please try to be understanding, and, once more, do not get upset.


And, if I get the time tomorrow, I will record and add a clip of the full clawhammer banjo version of my song: "Walter Winchell's Funeral" 


But keep checking in. 


I'm friggin' tired tonight, so might crash early. 

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June 12, 3:12AM


I sometimes bury secret messages to people in this blog, and I beg of the readers to not get too annoyed by what is written about, or shows up sometimes, and which seems to be completely off topic or nonsensical. 


Anyway, just for fun, and since I am re-reading Far From The Madding Crowd after all, here is a depiction of Bathsheba Everdene and Gabriel Oak. I am leaving it here for someone, who is probably bristling, and I will remove it later. 


I often feel that I am like Gabriel Oak, though not nearly so wise and responsible as he is.

Gonna try and sleep now.