I will rearrange a few things and post them that way--so get the copy machines ready if youse want.
The first reason is because my Puppy is very unhappy while I do all this. He wants to go out and play, and mopes, and tries to get my attention. You have to realize that I have no wife, and no children, so he is "It"
Also, because I have viewers from various states that are always viewing, but never comment, and so that freaks me out (which is not a nice way to live.)
I realize my writing stinks too, but at least I've tried to describe what it feels like to be deeply indebted, and all of the feelings that go along with that.
And I have finally also arrived at the conclusion that, for me, and only me, the way out will be to pay the debt off, or die trying.
How? I don't know.
Federally Guaranteed Student Loans are a moral quandary of the highest order, and pit the borrower against the Public and/or Taxpayer, and I cannot deal with the horrible guilt of having let the rest of America, and its citizens, down. It is a true Horror.
I cannot deal with the guilt that comes with having to listen to all who have successfully paid their student loans off, tell me how much of a coward and failure I am for not having done so--especially the American War Veterans, who have risked all, and have to come home to listen to someone like me complain.
It is a terrible burden of personal shame.
So in that sense, me, Mr. Billy Budd must be hung financially, and there is no other choice. And there may be no other choice for any Captain Vere of a political leader, like the President, but to hang all of the current generation of debtors.
I got caught up in the whole scenario, and that is my fate, and I accept it. (in the Darbies)
My personal story could have a happy, and shameless ending---It depends upon whether or not I can pay off the Debt. (How much it has multiplied is not important or the issue.) The main thing is to just pay it off clean, and relatively soon before old age sets in, in the truest sense. (i.e, beyond the reach of the greedy knives of cosmetic surgeons.)
So that is my task, and we will see, and, as Scarlett O'Hara says, tomorrow is another day.
And maybe it will be a good day.
Thank you to everyone for letting a stupid guy like me have a voice on your blog lists.
Thank you to Nando, JJD, Cryn, BIDER, Poor Paralegal, and all the others. (Which I will add soon)
My parting words for anyone, especially the young people contemplating Law School, is to demand your money's worth and accept no less.
May God Bless us, and watch over and help this terrible dilemma.
Human Lives and destinies are at stake.
A better future, and reform must come from the Heart of a Nation, and not from the patchwork and knee-jerk efforts of a nebulous Congress.
oh well, that's all.
And I'll be removing the comments option after I negotiate the instructions again.
My friends know where to reach me.
I am soooooo sorry I ever went to a law school.
Exit Music (And I will keep my Youtube channel ;)
It is very close, extremely close, but I give my nod to David Eugene Edwards (DEE)
over Roger Waters. In what sense? Youse guys will have to guess.
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