Feminine beauty

So I have a half naked shot all ready to be posted and I hesitate. Suddenly I'm conflicted - my readiness to post these in early days of said blog went by with not a qualm. Now...I'm not sure. I like posting them and not for purely exhibitionist reasons either. When I look at a shot of my body it helps me feel better about me. All too often I feel fat and think about what I'm eating and what I shouldn't have eaten, my life not so much consuming food but consumed with guilt for consuming the food. Women have a burden whether you know it or not - we feel pressured to live up to the standards of today's slender beauties. I could be much more slender than I am - and would like to be most days - and then I catch myself in the mirror as I did this morning and I'm pleased by my femininity, my curves. I took the shot. Do I post it is the question.