Dark Desire

I have dark desires which I think were spawned by reading my parents hidden stash of anonymously penned novels when I was a very young and impressionable girl.

They were not garden variety pornographic materials rather they were dark, kinky, bondage stories which have me imagining them even still.

One image has burned into my brain and it's been awhile since I've recalled it. A young girl was being indoctrinated into the 'family' and was placed on a table, naked on all fours. She was to be the centrepiece and a candle was strategically placed inside her so she could light the table properly. She was instructed to stay perfectly still and was promised a whipping if she squirmed under the advancing heat of the flame...

Your own imaginations can fill in the ending.

The novels were rife with Dominance and submissive themes which I didn't grasp the nature of at the time. I wonder now as an adult if perhaps my own desire to be submissive didn't arise out of this imprinting. Perhaps too the witnessing of my parents own dynamic while not sexual in public was rife with D/s overtones played a part. Or maybe as Roissy seems to suggest it's at the heart of all girl's longings.